I don’t understand. I’m taking my meds as prescribed and I’m trying so hard.
But there’s nothing I can show to prove how hard I’m trying. Because I’m not getting anything done. My counselors don’t seem to believe how hard I’m really trying. They have no way to know. All they see is that I’m not getting anywhere.
Every day I try again. And again. And again. I’m so tired. Isn’t it unfair and more than a little bit ridiculous that I’m so tired all the time even though I don’t work, I don’t study and I don’t go outside? Seriously, what’s wrong with me?
I don’t really know what to do. Trying more of the same seems futile, if it hasn’t worked so far why should it work the next time?
What’s wrong with me? Why am I still like this? Why haven’t I been able to get out?