Clomipramine, started 75 mg tonight.
So far have had a few side effects, don’t know what to say moodwise. It’s too early to say. The moment I raise my head and realize I’m not in intense pain, I begin to lash at myself about how I should be productive, which throws me right back at the hole.
Lets see… what has improved:
I started another semester of the art course, that I know is doing good things to me, because when I’m there I’m able to work on things that I can show. 3 hours twice a week. 2 houses away.
I’ve been trying to excercise a bit by dancing when I’m home alone. 10 to 15 minutes.
Okay, I think that’s it. Focus is too bad to make a proper post, but I needed to keep these notes and this is my “depression” blog.